I Disappeared for 7 Years. Here is the Truth.

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Hey Stars,

I want you to imagine something.

Imagine you have a secret. It’s not a “scary” secret, but it’s a heavy one. For seven years—that’s 2,555 days—I sat right here. I wrote the blog posts you read. I shared the recipes. I sent the emails. From your side of the screen, Lavanda Michelle was “fine.” I was still your Midwest girl, still glowing, still talking about the sparkles.

But there was a catch.

Every time I looked at that little red “Record” button on my camera? My heart would hit my ribs like a trapped bird. My breath would catch. I would look at the lens—that unblinking glass eye—and all I could see was what I was trying to hide.

I was a professional blogger who was terrified of being seen.

You see, a lot can happen in seven years. While I was typing away, my “Ferrari engine” was redlining. I was 249.6 pounds, struggling to catch my breath, and using my words to build a wall between me and the world. It’s one thing to tell a story with a keyboard; it’s an entirely different thing to stand in the light and let you see the struggle in my eyes.

I didn’t “disappear” from the internet… I disappeared from the frame.

I was hiding in plain sight. I was too smart to keep pretending, yet too scared to stop. I told myself I was “just a writer now,” but that was a lie I told to protect my ego. The truth? I was a Ferrari rusting in a dark garage because I didn’t want anyone to see the dents.

But then, something shifted in the silence of these North Carolina woods.

I realized that if I want to help you—my Stars—live your brightest lives, I can’t do it from the shadows. I can’t just give you the “fresh paint” version of my life anymore. You deserve the foundation. You deserve the raw, unpolished, “Chapter Two” truth.

So, I did the one thing that felt impossible. I reached out, I wiped the dust off the lens, and I pressed Record.

I’m finally stepping back into the light. I’m not just a voice in your inbox anymore. I’m right here.

The ghost is gone. Lavanda is back.

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Until next time, shine amongst the stars!

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